so this is a post

about the best people in my life right now

hi im being sappy

so, ok. you guys are like, my best friends, not only online but some of you in real life and its literally like… i dont even know

it makes me the happiest person i have ever been because you have all helped me so much, and we all like, stick together and idont even know bc like two months ago none of us knew who each other were and we were just like blogging and i followed some of you and some of you followed me and thats it

but, well, then we kind of all drew together and that’s about it, now we’re like, connected by the hip, and i really love that all of us have something in common but we’re all different in our own ways and i dont know i am really soppy right now im sorry for this

gianna, you’re literally my twin like i’m surprised we weren’t born of the same womb. we both have brothers named dante, we do the same thing like all the fucking time, we click like pieces of a puzzle ok like THIS IS LIKE NOT OK AND LIKE i dont know this went offhand but yeah. i could easily say you’re one of my best friends, bc lmfao last night after the twitcam it was two in the morning and we still stayed up and screamed at each other bc the only thing separating us from liam’s dick was a blanket. and we found it the worst thing in the world. i love you <3

matt, you’re a fucking idiot but like i honestly KNOW we’re best friends bc you are me with a dick (although having a dick wouldn’t be bad). we literally make fun of each other all the time but idk i guess thats ok? and then theres my dad and yOUR FUCKING PHOTO ALBUM OF MY SELFIES I CANT GET OVER YOU TBH ((((ur hot so am i))))

maddy, your a buttnugget byei love ur anus

vanessa i still literally laugh EACH AND EVERY TIME i remember that you FANGIRLED YOUR ANUS OFF when you first talked to me and when you followed me like it literally makes me crack up every fucking time and for no reason you’re really funny stop it

chrissy, BURRITO SIZZLE SIZZLE POP i dont even know but you better remember this wasn’t i like spanish rice or someshit idek (guys chrissy is drunk (on candy)) oh and you saved my life a couple times so :-) thats always nice ily

holly dont think i forgot about you bc i didnt bc lmfao remember like our first conversation it was about like alcoholic iced tea and then we were one direction because of your dog and my brother? i dont even know oh my god we’re fucking weird

carina i can’t say we’re bfffffls yet but you make me giggle so that counts and i love you anyway :-)

christina i just like I’M SORRY ABOUT THAT WHOLE THING WITH THE FAKE NICK ACCOUNT OKAY I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT WAS HIM LIKE IM SORRY DONT H9 ME DONT H10 ME EITHER OH MY GOD BUT I STILL LAUGH ABOUT IT AND I SHIP YOU WITH THE ((((GAY)))) GUY WHO FOLLOWED YOU ON TWITTER

emily whore is jesus

lea i dont even know what to say to you except i lvoe you and you’re weird and buY ME THAT BUTTS JACKET FOR MY BRITHDAY brithday ok yes that

isa, im not even sure i should put you in here bc we don’t talk that much even though we do and you’re a lot older than me but i look up to you so much and you’re perfect you’re a perfect writer with a perfect personality and you’re beautiful and you listen to be bitch about my feelings so i guess thats ok isn’t it

bRENNAN I DIDNT EVEN MEET YOU THROUGH TUMBLR BUT I DON’T EVEN HAVE WORDS FOR YOU EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME I LIKE TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU EVERY THREE SECONDS AND YOU QUOTED OLIVIA FROM THE STYLINSON DIARIES AND WAS LIKE ‘WHOA THIS IS A PLATONIC FRIENDSHIP’ AND THEN MEAN GIRLS AND I JUST LOVE YOU OK YOU’RE LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW

amy, we don’t talk as much but you help me through like everything and we have fangirled together a lot and i love you :)))

melissa we have a mutual fascination with nick grimshaw and i love how you put up with me even though you don’t ship what i ship but i just love you a lot <3

THEODORE AKA TENEESHA i love you even though YOUR FUCKING NAME IS MISLEADING and idek we have like the same sense of humor, you were my first real tumblr friend and i remember freaking out bc you like replied to one of my asks and then i told you about that thing and then we started talking a lot and now you’re in ma country with jetlag <3 i love you ur a butthead though sincerely alvin

KITTY KAT, you make me giggle like an asshole bc nyan cat, and your random asks make me really happy and don’t stop being my friend because you’re great and amazing. ily

austin, you’re like one of the greatest things to ever happen to me? i dont know ok lmao you’re absolutely hilarious and remember that time the ””””plastics”””’ came and “”“”“”attacked”“”“” you bc you stood up for me yes i remember that. don’t ever change bc you’re my nigglet.

lexi i don’t even remember how we became friends i just remember your ratchet roomate and how she stole your shirt and your bagel and yes you’re wonderful just very very very 1d-erful ;))))

MIYA YOU JUST GIVE ME INFINITE FEELS BYE

HI SABUTT DONT THINK I FORGOT ABOUT U BC I DIDNT I JUST COUDLNT REMEMBER UR URL TILL NOW SO I PUT YOU IN THE END I THINK YOU’RE SLEEPING AND I DONT KNOW BUT I LOVE YOU OK BYE

courtney we bonded over a mutual love of writing and we actually like hate each other for it even though we love each other and its acutally literally hilarious bc i can tell you i hate you all the fucking time and you’re just like ‘love you too’ and its funny because we both get each other even though we live on complete opposite sides of the world??? help???

erin you’re like the nicest person on tumblr and i know you won’t be on a lot but well you’re awesome and i love you especially when i send you random shit on twitter pretending to be liam bc that’s the best ;)

ok, so. SKYLER, CHRISTINE, AND ELESHA. i’m combining you all bc you all know the shit i’m giving you alL THE FUCKING TIME OMFG ALRIGHT. elesha can’t even see this bc tumblr doesnt even work on her laptop but hey, she’ll see it eventually. OK SO YOU WERE THERE WHEN I WAS BITCHING ABOUT MY HEAD AND YOU WERE THERE WITH THE LESBIAN LOUIS WITH PIERCINGS AND SHIT AND OH MY GOD REMEMBER THE TINYCHAT WHEN WE WERE WATCHING 11 DRUNK GUYS PLAYING SLENDER AND ALL QUOTING IT AT THE SAME TIME AND THEN SKYLER WAS OUT OF POWER THE OTHER DAY AND CLAP FOR THE LORD AND HER SELFIES WHICH WERE LITERAL DARKNESS AND I AM LAUGHING AS I FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT OH MY G O D i cannt handle any of you but anyway you’re all perfect and i want to marry each of you and skyler we live like only 2 hours away from each other you know that right ? so i can find you and lick you if i want to bc (big lesbian crush on you) A N Y WA  Y you guys have made me laugh (skyler) and made me cry (boobs why are you rich fuck you and ur ratchet ass rich ass school stop it u nig) and helped me through like literally everything, and i dont know what id do without you guys bc you’re fucking amazing and i dont wanna get too squishy but krill

well if you read through this entire thing then GOD FUCKING BLESS YOU TBH. i lvoe ou guys all more than i lvoe myselfs and i think the motphine is starting to work bc i cant type anymroe lmfao. i hope you all love me as much as I LVOE YOU AND SAVE OU TONOIGHT JUS T CAME ON SHUFFLE I SCREAMED HIELP MeE